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Wednesday, December 08, 2004
changed ever since i became a leader my life changed did i change i aso dunno but my perspective of things changed and i began to learn more things as each days goes by besides visitin the seniors citizen centre is other learning point for me i knoe i'm nt good at expressimg my words others may nt see it as a prob but i do everytime i end a conversation with someone or does something i'll always do a self-reflect have i said sth wrong but sometimes it's too late and wad said have been said so i told myself to learn and nt repeat the mistakes if i had it's hard to even find someone to talk to as nt all the time u r lucky and find someone to speak to so i prefer here whoever reads will juz share with me my thoughts when u wish to look for things they won't appear and if u sat peacefully and dun hope for things they will come to u things come and go sometimes i dun even noe tat i've done sth perhaps the past few months has been too hectic for me and i dun even hav time to sit down and think come to think abt it i'm rather absent-minded rather careless but this really me a simple person who lyks a simple life but things juz come one and another one i wish to take a break but when will i have it perhaps after next yr i aso dunno why i become wad i am today in e past i was the happy-go-lucky.. absent-minded aso nvm gt gd pals ard me will remind me de la but thing's changed and i hv to learn to be independent i do feel a change in me really hope it's a positive one ha. and i read books which i myself think is rather impossible for me, book irks dislike books and now find it a pleasure my way of doin things aso changed in the past, pple say me a perfectionist i am wan everything to be rite in place and now i learnt nothing can ever be perfect really nt even love and friendship and of coz, i'm nt perfect teenage life has its ups and downs and i mean it really gone thru all tat and still are.. but i wish to become a mature yet childish individual? can i? i dunno which one is good? ha.. i think i'm confusing myself ba tat's abt all nite. mummy rushin me to bed i've to. gd bye. 10:53 PM
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